Compound Pt II: No Safe Place

The only safe place to which to retreat is the one place no one here can find me. It's only me in there, and I feel no pain. In my head, they'll never find me. And they'll never take me from there. NEVER. Though my safe haven may seem like heaven, it's anything but. I'm trapped here, imprisoned within my thoughts, within my misery, within my dark childhood memories. My heart is the door, but my eyes are the warden. They key only means certain pain, ominous labels and never a moment's peace. It's that damned key that will drive me to a certain insanity. Can't move, can't speak, can't eat, sleep or drink. I am just as much a prisoner here as in my mind. DON'T talk to anyone. Words are as kind as the hands that hurt me. Broken bones are as weak as my spirit that binds me to Earth. I just need a new addiction.